In the middle of a strange city
Between jobs
between wives
between centuries
between time and space
clouds and sky
At dawn I wrote a novel
in front of a full-view mirror
naked
with a loaded gun in my lap
cold metal and limp penis
Impatience with myself has rented this
private dream
where I hit all the homeruns
win the lottery twice
go to Disneyworld in a silver jet
first class
drunken ass
eat steak for breakfast
get all the women
buy lakefront homes
people lined up in malls to see me
and I sign my book
keep your chin up

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"Life is like playing the violin solo in public
and learning the instrument as one goes on."
-Edward Bulwer-Lytton
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