ant-depresSants
As for myself, I am using a square bathtub
so I don't get a ring.
You are sleeping now, it is almost three-thirty in the morning. I still wake
up....panic-attacks....very frightening....a sense of doom. Bad dreams.
So today, after work I will go and see this doctor again.
Chemical reactions.
Brain drain.
Change the spark plugs. Wax job. Oil change.
I need to visit the ocean this morning. My green loyalty.
A meditation.
a fresh smelling newspaper...the world at your fingertips.
Editorials.
Comics. Crossword. Stats. Sports. Hot cakes and sausage. Steaming coffee. A
whiff of wind and frost.
I do need a dog to run around this yard.
Mole hunter. Hot dog.
Mans best friend.
Or maybe a big fat lazy cat next to the fire.
Womans joy. Warm pussy.

Now, that I have turned forty......life hasn't changed a bit. I just miss
you.
I want to make you shiver again.
When I touch your back.
Summer is gone....but soon we will be one again...orange sky...nutmeg
coffee.....soft vanilla melting dream.
Night is quiet
Occasionally a dog barks.
I come here to escape the chaotic world
....cultivate my love for you.

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